Arghh....1 left

So tension with my aural exam. huhuhu woke up late. stupid jammed damn almost cant take my exam just now :(. whatever at least i have done it and be given chance. now to focus on my theory which is hard. huhuhuhu 1 exam left and thats it im goin home to jakarta. yay :) but in the other hand im not happy. :( to left my beloved here for a month oh gosh. hopefully we can skype.

Myspace huh.....

Suddenly i feel like opening my Myspace account. Wow full of unread message.....hahahah well im so lazy to read....let it be then...yay

Salad....

I wanted to have salad but i choose to have soup. Later i got yummy salad. thanks too you....it was really delicious

Little Pantry

I would like you guys to know Little Pantry is my favorite hotspot now.

Do come to Little Pantry  as you would like to have a romantic moment with your love one. And the service is extremely wonderful. Visit  http://www.facebook.com/littlepantry?ref=ts&sk=wall

You Found Me....

Thanks too you, you turn my upside world into the world that should be. Whenever i need you, you are there by my side. thanks you heal this very painful wound that be open so wide in this fragile heart. i thought of closing my heart forever but instead you capture my heart. slowly you heal me day by day. showing me how care you are towards me. im glad that you found me. and im glad to know you..

I Will Remember....

I will remember the day we are together....eventhough we are not anymore. i remember the memories we had and what we shared with each other. you taught me something that i do not know. i am strong now even though you are not by my side. i pray for you that you will find someone better then me... Take care....xxxxx

Throw My Hand On A Blade For you..........

 I cut/scratch my self for you but nah you cant feel it am i right? i regret it now.
i thought by doing this u will stay with me but im wrong....

As you know my hand is now heal. and thanks for someone that cares bout me...

Im Back

I am back now. after what happen....im heart is painfully hurt by a guy name xxxxx which he is now my ex bf.
its ok. maybe we are not meant together. after what i have sacrifice for you....my time for you...even i throw my hand on a blade for you...but i know its hard for you and me. well hopefully you met someone better then me. im just not good enough for you am i right? cause im too young for you....and you just want to find someone that can give commitment towards you. sorry i could not gave that.....like all my friends say im too good for you....well i dont know anymore. what will be will be.... be safe as you are working far from me. do keep intouch.....

Truth.....I Learned......Truth.....

What should i do.....i learned terrible...truth....should i believe it? I lost my faith now....i lost my believe now.....i have doubts now...is it true.....oh God....help me.....tell me what should i do......i......i.....

Tiredness

What a tired day today....so much work to be done.. music is so hard and challenging for me. but i be ok with it.
 tomorrow will be my forum for music....really scared....hopefully i managed to do it...and overcome my stage-fright. need to sleep now. getting tired....assignment havent finish yet arghhh.....

Has the time.....

Is it the time for me to change my relationship? I think it is time.....
It's time for me to be high...

Learning Mandarin.....My Second Priority

 

Learning Mandarin.....Since most of my friends are chinese. i should learn so it will make my friends comfortable and myself as well.

Studio Exam....

 At last i finish my midterm studio exam. it was hard. and i have practice last minute. but im glad everything workout well.....

Feeling.....

Feeling that my mouth is getting hurt...after those horrible choir....but im glad it all work out. and the song is nice as well... the gift to be simple the gift to be freeeeeee....
hahahah gonna practice my vocal hmmmmm.......

Im Happy....

Im happy today. We had dinner together at the obrien's and sadly its my first time. im happy that you are the first person to take me and eat. sadly i didnt take the picture. and thanks. hope to meet you again.

Wondering....

When every time i look upon the sky, it reminds me of you.....i feel so lonely and always wishing you to be here next to me watch the sky together. i feel calm and relax when looking at the sky. i wonder if you feel the same as i am.....hmmm.....

Morning.....

Thinking of starting blogging again suddenly this morning.. It been a year since im blogging.
Started blogging when in 20.2.2009. Later stop because of my studies. Now im back to blog. hopefully it continues on.....